I was trying to think of a title for this post and I just can't seem to come up with one. It has been a while since I have taken the time to post anything, I think it is because I have been busy with my schedule. I changed from nights to evenings and I was hating that, so I had the opportunity to change from evenings to days and I am not too happy about that either which leads me to believe that I am just not happy. I know that I am ready for a change in jobs but for some reason I have not been able to get a different job, so that leads me to believe that the right thing will come about when I am really more receptive. I am taking a class in public health, it is quite interesting and has opened some doors or at least it has shown me some closed doors and I am thinking of opening them to see inside. I am getting together with our local director of public health to see if I can volunteer or maybe even get a job in this department. I would very much like to be part of my community by finding out what ails it and if there is a way I can help the people in it. I know that as a job, public health does not really pay well, but maybe a part-time job or even just volunteer some time might be good. I still have not started my big project for my Masters, I have just not been in the right mood, but I really have to consider starting since procrastinating in this area would be a bad thing, hmmmm...well I am thinking and I will make a commitment to set some times to start; this week. Tim is out of a job, that does not help my mood, since any little bit of money helps, but I guess I just have to let it be, it is not for the lack of his trying. Nataly is 33 years old as of yesterday, so happy to see my girl growing up, I wish her the best because aside from being my baby girl; she is awesome.

The boys seem to be doing fine, Travis is engaged, that makes me very happy. Chris is just working hard on his comedy and Rachel got married in September; it was a great wedding, in the rain. The dogs are just dogs, I hate my cats, they drive me nuts and my froggie just keeps on trucking. OK, sun is out, I must go and take a long walk in the fresh air. I am stewing because I just got paid and even though I was able to catch up with my mortgage payment; it left me penniless and I mean, nada, maybe 25 dollars to play with, shit! But my bills are paid and that does make me feel like I am working for something; not sure what but something.

The picture was taken on Sunset Beach, Tim and I were out for a walk, and I saw these men ocean fishing, so serene to watch them; I just love it.